stoooopppp!!!

you ever said to me,
"keep spirit honey, you can do the best"
you ever said to me,
"you must do this! this! and this!"
you ever said to me,
"you don't do this! this! this! but, do this!"
you ever said to me,
"I'm your mom here.. I'll support you looks like your true mom"
you ever said to me,
"don't forget to do this! this! and this!"

you always like that,
control me,
manage,,,
and, I always think that you are my mom here!
and the fact, you are not my mom.. actually,, why?
why you do that?
okay, I think you want if I can success.. maybe...
I never know...
I just know that,
I always do,
anything looks like you said...

but now,
when I can get your dream (that's 3 months ago, maybe)
you broke my heart!
when I have this!
you,,
you,,,
argh~
what do you want actually?
okay, if you don't want I do this now, don't asked me do this 3 months ago!!!

I don't like if you are pushing me around!
stop!
I'm bored..
I'm tired...
do this this this and this...
and finally, you broke it!
stop!!!
please..

and thank you so much for anything...